SAN JOSE, Calif. — This was not supposed to be part of the story reigning Olympic champion Gabby Douglas had in mind when she set her sights on Rio.
A revelation in London four years ago, Douglas figured her bid for another shot at glory would be easy. Hard to blame her considering the way she so effortlessly reached the top of the podium in 2012, a soaring victory that made her a crossover star.
"I came back and said, 'Yes, this is going to be cake,'" Douglas said.
For a stretch last fall and this spring, it was. A silver medal in the all-around at the 2015 world championships showed her return was hardly just vanity run amok. Her professional effort while capturing events in New Jersey and Italy in March stirred inevitable comparisons to her sprint to Olympic gold.
Yet sometime over the last month, the momentum stalled. The Douglas that hopped off the beam in frustration during the first night of Olympic Trials on Friday hardly looked like she was having a good time. Her all-around total of 58.550 puts her seventh heading into Sunday's finale, when the five-woman team expected to dominate the Summer Games will be announced.
Douglas described her effort as "just OK" when she knows much more is required. While the Olympic spot that once seemed automatic is still well within reach, the 20-year-old acknowledges the pressure has gotten to her. She figured she would have no trouble handling it when she returned to competition in March 2015.
"I think there's more expectations now than there were before," she said. "I've just got to go out there and just do it, not just shy away and test the water. I've got to dive in."
That wasn't a problem earlier in her career, when her fearlessness made her seem impervious to the stage. But after a so-so effort at national championships in St. Louis two weeks ago — when her fourth-place finish was well behind Simone Biles, Laurie Hernandez and Aly Raisman — Douglas decided to tweak her coaching situation. She made Christian Gallardo her primary coach, a role Kittia Carpenter had been filling since Douglas began training at Buckeye Gymnastics in Columbus, Ohio, two years ago.
Douglas emphasized the decision was pragmatic, not personal. Gymnasts are allowed one coach on the event floor at the Olympics, and Gallardo — who had been splitting the duties with Carpenter — seemed a more natural fit to handle various responsibilities like spotting her during routines.
Many of Douglas' peers on the national team, though, are still training with coaches they've been with since turning their first back handspring. Douglas has become a bit of a nomad over the last six years, moving from Virginia Beach to Iowa to California then back to Iowa before starting fresh in Columbus. The fact she's prospered despite near constant change is a testament to her talent, which seems to thrive when the stakes are raised.
That's what happened in 2012. It's what happened last October, when she shook off lethargic training to finish a strong second to Biles at worlds. Douglas thought it would happen at nationals and trials too. And it hasn't. At least not yet.
"I would be, 'No, I'm fine. I can do this. When competition rolls around, I got it,'" she said. "The performances were OK. I was too relaxed. I got too far behind."
Douglas believes she's spent too much time focusing on "the wrong thing," unable to completely block out the noise that seems to follow her wherever she goes. When she appeared too serious during national championships, social media lit up with criticism. In some ways, the detractors weren't wrong.
"I lost the joy," she said. "I forgot what it means to go out and have fun, and it's catching up."
Douglas presents a complex challenge for national team coordinator Martha Karolyi, who seems intent on giving Douglas every opportunity to get right. Two weeks after saying it's how athletes are doing now — and not their gaudy resumes — that matters most in picking the team, Karolyi clarified her standards when pressed about Douglas' lingering sluggishness.
"We look for the potential and you look for the fact of what you see what the girls were able to do in the past also," Karolyi said.
Karolyi gave Douglas a brief pep talk as they walked off the floor Friday, one Douglas needed badly.
"I was kind of crushed after, and when she came over, she was like, 'OK, everything's good,'" Douglas said. "I'm just going to go on to Sunday and bang it out."
Probably a good idea if she wants to erase any lingering doubt in Karolyi's mind.
The sloppy ending to her otherwise steady performance Friday, when she wobbled near the end of her beam routine and was unable to save it before jumping to the floor in frustration, left her visibly shaken. The girl whose life has literally become a reality show — "Douglas Family Gold" just wrapped its first season on the Oxygen Network — is hoping for one more dash of the magic that once came so naturally.
"I don't want to finish like this," Douglas said. "I don't want to finish with St. Louis being not good and trials being OK. I really want to finish on a high note and not let myself go down."