Family, drug court graduation give mother reason to smile

Published: Thursday, May 23 2013 5:40 p.m. MDT

Tara Roweton runs to her son Jaxon Barnett after speaking at commencement exercises for family dependency drug court at the Matheson Courthouse in Salt Lake City Thursday, May 23, 2013. Roweton's mother, Holly DeForest, holds Jaxon.

Jeffrey D. Allred, Deseret News

SALT LAKE CITY — Not long ago, Tara Roweton didn't have the luxury of being awoken by the small hands of her young son.

She smiled, talking about it Thursday, recounting the way the 18-month-old likes to cup her face in his hands and greet her with "Hi!" She also smiled knowing he was there Thursday when she graduated from family dependency drug court — sober for 11 months after an ongoing struggle with drug addiction.

"It feels great," Roweton said of being able to graduate with the support of her family. "I don't want to say all the hard work is paying off, but it is. It's kind of a confirmation that things are going right and that things will work out. It's kind of an overwhelming, joyous type feeling."

Roweton was one of nine graduates who were awarded certificates for completing family dependency drug court, along with two others from juvenile drug court.

The event is usually the culmination of up to a year in treatment and court hearings in which parents who have temporarily lost their children to drug use are able to make their way back to them.

Approximately 140 parents participate each year, according to Don Leither, drug court coordinator for the 3rd District Juvenile Court. Sixty percent of the parent participants complete the program. Of those who complete the program, 90 percent are reunited with their children.

"It's really exciting," Leither said. "You see parents and kids reunified. … That's what it's all about."

Judge Christine Decker said that while the theme for the 2013 National Drug Court Month emphasized the budget solutions the drug courts provide, she felt Utah's theme should be something different.

"I propose today's theme should be, 'Drug courts: a proven solution to save lives and families," Decker said. "It's exciting to hear from family members about how wonderful it is to welcome members they thought were lost back into their families."

Roweton's attitude is one of fervent gratitude and she said she appreciates the way the drug court emphasizes family involvement. When she stood to comment at the graduation, her thanks went to the drug court, those at her treatment facility and to her family.

"I learned who I was again and that I was worth it and that I could be a good mom to that beautiful boy," she said as her irrepressible smile faltered momentarily. "(To) my family that has been there, you have supported me through thick and thin. … We are very lucky to have that and I couldn't be more grateful for where I'm at in my life."

Roweton first came into contact with drugs when she tried marijuana at age 14 while she was living in Arizona. She did little but dabble with the drug but experimented more in high school once she returned to Utah. Still, she felt in control. She broke up with one boyfriend because he was a heroin user, but when she met the man who would eventually father her son — a heroin addict — it was different.

"I don't know what made me want to try it, but I tried it (and I) went downhill so quickly," she said.

She soon landed in jail and then felony drug court, from which she eventually graduated. When she found out she was pregnant, she got clean and stayed that way until after her son was born.

"I had this life growing inside of me and I didn't want to harm it," Roweton said. "I can't explain it, that feeling you have, but I wanted to do everything right when I was pregnant. I wanted him to be healthy and happy and didn't want to do anything to endanger that."

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