Steven Powell diaries show years-long obsession with daughter-in-law

Published: Wednesday, Aug. 8 2012 3:00 p.m. MDT

Steven Powell sits in a courtroom shortly after he was sentenced to 30 months in prison for voyeurism June 15, 2012, in Tacoma, Wash. Diaries belonging to Powell, the father-in-law of missing mom Susan Powell, were released in Washington state Wednesday.

Ted S. Warren, AP

TACOMA, Wash. — More than 2,100 pages of diaries kept by Steven Powell over several years — most of it filled with descriptions of his disturbing and compulsive obsession over his daughter-in-law Susan Cox Powell — were released Wednesday.

The journals were among the more than 2,700 pages of documents made public by the Pierce County Sheriff's Office in Washington state, including police reports into the tragic murders of Charlie and Braden Powell at the hand of their father, Josh Powell, who also died after setting fire to his rental Graham, Wash., house.

Steven Powell, 62, was convicted May 16 of 14 counts of voyeurism after secretly photographing two young neighbor girls in their bathroom from his home. He was sentenced to 30 months in prison. Powell is expected to be released from custody on May 23, 2013.

The 17 volumes of Steven Powell's diaries — mostly handwritten in cursive on spiral-bound paper — span about 10 years. Pierce County sheriff's investigators summed up the diaries by noting in a police report that the large majority of entries were about Powell "talking of his love for Susan Powell and the obsession he has with her. Steven constantly writes about Susan. Steven also writes constantly about how he (gratifies himself) frequently while fantasizing about Susan."

Steven Powell is behind bars in Washington. But the diaries may become significant evidence in a civil lawsuit filed on behalf of the girls he photographed, who were ages 8 and 10. The girls' mother is also a plaintiff in the civil suit.

Powell first mentions Susan in an entry dated Jan. 5, 2003.

"My biggest problem as well as my greatest pleasure lies in the fact that for over a year I have been madly in love with my daughter-in-law, Susan," Powell wrote. "I have never lusted for a woman as I do for Susan."

The journals are filled with vulgar sexual fantasies Powell had about Susan, pictures he took of her — some focusing on her chest, buttocks or legs — songs he wrote about her, and disturbing acts such as taking her underwear from the laundry, taking pieces of hair from her brush and collecting "little squares of paper" she used to wax her legs.

Steven Powell even wrote about selling his house and buying a larger one in the event Susan should decide to marry him.

“I am now going crazy with desire for her, but I do not regret any of it,” Powell wrote.

Friends and family members of Susan have strongly refuted Powell's claims that Susan was also attracted to him. They note she moved to Utah to get away from her father-in-law.

Susan Powell disappeared from her West Valley City home in December of 2009. There is a peculiar lack of journal entries between October of 2009 and April 2010. When the writing resumed in May, Powell wrote about his theories that his daughter-in-law ran off with another man, including missing Utahn Steven Koecher — a theory discounted by police.

"I assume she is following the media reports wherever she may be," Powell wrote of Susan.

Even after she disappeared, Powell continued to write about fantasies involving her.

“I would be devastated were I to find out Susan was dead from any cause,” he writes in one of the final entries. “I am still so in love with her I can barely function.”

There is also a lack of journal entries between October 2010 and January 2011. The final entry that was released appears to be from Jan. 15, 2011, when Powell talked about a dream he had playing a piano to co-workers on a bus.

During pretrial motions after Powell was arrested and before he was convicted, attorneys for the young neighbor girls he photographed tried to have portions of his diaries admitted as evidence.

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