The ending RSL fans didn't expect

It's the day after Real Salt Lake’s 1-0 loss to Monterrey in the CONCACAF Finals and it still doesn't seem quite right. The feeling is one of shock and disbelief.

This wasn't the way it was supposed to end.

It wasn't just a belief that RSL would win. Everyone who entered Rio Tinto Stadium Wednesday night for the first ever Champions League Final on U.S. soil knew the home team was going to win. That is what makes the loss to Monterrey so devastating to RSL's loyal supporters.

In the days leading up to the game, RSL players and staff members asked fans to come early, wear red and be as loud as possible. Those who came did not disappoint.

Rio Tinto was a sea of red and it was by far the best soccer atmosphere ever in the state of Utah. It was better than any of the visits by the U.S. men’s national team or any other MLS playoff game. For international soccer in the U.S. there is never really a home-field advantage.

I attended the last U.S. national soccer game in Utah against El Salvador for a World Cup qualifying match, and the El Salvadorian supporters equaled that of the U.S. fans. That is the way it has always been in this immigrant-rich country where soccer roots are shallow compared with those of our neighboring countries. Foreign support has always equaled U.S. support even on home soil.

That’s what I first noticed at Rio Tinto Wednesday. There were only a few small sections of supporters for Monterrey and they were engulfed in a swarm of red.

As the home team made its way onto the field, streamers flew from the crowd covering the stands in gold, red and white. Banners were crawling their way up the stadium and chants echoed off the walls. It was everything the team had hoped for: a true home-field advantage against a foreign team.

The crowd of Rio Tinto stayed on its feet the entire game. Everyone was waiting for that first goal they knew would come. It finally came from Monterrey — not RSL — right before the break.

It was a crushing blow to almost everyone in the stands. RSL had fought hard in the first 45 and came close to scoring on a number of chances, but the goal never came. No one panicked, though. They had seen Real come from behind before and it could surely do it again. After all, Real hadn't lost at home for nearly two years.

Still, the punch to the gut right at the end of the first half hurt and the "we-got-this" feeling turned into the "this-is-going-to-be-harder-than-we-thought" feeling.