From Deseret News archives:
Letters relate love for family
Esquire is printing notes from Utahn to his son and sister
"Be good my son and God will watch over you as he has me. I will be waiting impatiently for the time when we can all be together again.
"All my love, Dad."
The letter from Staff Sgt. James W. Cawley of Layton heads an article in the edition of Esquire magazine that will be on newsstands Jan. 20. Like others in the piece, it was sent home by a service member who did not return alive from the war. The magazine provided the Deseret Morning News with a copy of the article.
Cawley, 41, was killed March 29, 2003, in a firefight near Nasiriyah, Iraq, when he was struck by a coalition Humvee. He was buried in the Roy Cemetery, as he had requested in his last note.
The magazine published two notes from Cawley, the first from Feb. 18, 2003, addressed to Randy and Julie Hanson (his sister), the second to his son Cecil, 8.
In the first, Cawley details his wishes for his funeral in case he doesn't return alive. These requests, including the reading of the Rudyard Kipling poem "If," were carried out during the April 20, 2003, funeral.
Hundreds of military and police personnel participated in the funeral. SWAT team members took part in a "last call" ceremony in which a dispatcher called all members of the team, ending with the unanswered call for Cawley.
In the note, Cawley wrote that his wife, Miyuki, might want to move back to Japan if he were killed, "but I would hope that the family will not lose contact with Cecil, Keiko (the Cawleys' daughter, 6), and Miyuki.
"Please write and inquire after them from time to time."
In the message to Cecil, Cawley said that on Sept. 11, 2001, the day the World Trade Center was attacked, he knew he would eventually have to go, "and I was filled with a deep sense of sadness."
"That night as you and Keiko were asleep, I looked at your little faces and couldn't help but fight the tears. I knew it would be hard for you because I had a similar experience."
When he was 6, his father was sent to the Vietnam War. "I remember how much I missed him, too," he wrote.
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